BitterSweet Symphony

You <3

  Your the one who makes me laugh when noone else can.  Your smile is contagious and impenetrable. Your beauty is way more than skin deep, you my love are truly what love is meant to be. <3

Forever is For never…..

  Sometimes a person who you thought you could trust most in life, lets you down, and shows you that sometimes forever is for never.

Why can’t you see……

No matter what I do, I’m still invisible to you.

Beach house in the Cape

I just got home saturday from the beach house in the cape with my friends, and it was truly ah-mazing!  Seriously it felt so good to get away for a week in the cape and just be with some of my closest friends on the beach.  And we were busy or doing something like every dayy.

Saturday- got to the cape after a 3 1/2 hour drive stuck in traffic. =/ Blew a kiss to some guy in a convertible who kept staring at us lol.  Then got to the cape ordered pizza, and ate it on the beach watching the sun set and the moon rise with kat lol aww so romantic! =P

Sunday- went to the beach in the morning and sophie came down early that afternoon and we went for icecream then went back to the beach house and waited for seth to come that night lol.

Monday- Justin came down and we went to the beach again lol.

Tuesday- went to the national state seashore beach and walked around, and saw seals!

Wedneday- went to P-town and walked around for awhile lol, very interestingg =P

Thursday- it rained so we went to the cape cod mall and tried on clothes in forever 21, and walked around.

Friday- last beach day, seth and sophie left. =(

Saturday- headed out and went back to cumberland =( lol

Bye

   I don’t want it anymore, the heartbreak, confusion, hurt, anger, I’m completely over it, so goodbye, im not going to waste any more tears.

Today, Scavenger hunt !!!

Today was awesome it really was.  I went out to breakfast with vanessa, chris, and alex, at everybody’s favorite.  Then we went to tucker field cuz we were doing a scavenger hunt against another team, which we didnt even need to compete against cuz they ended up blowing us off almost in the end.  I didnt care though cuz i had fun with my chris, vanessa and alex.  We did all 20 things on the scavenger hunt list, and recorded it.  Some of the stuff wasss soo funny and others extremely embarrassing but we did it lol.  We looked soo sketchy walking around walmart with vanessa controlling chris on a “leash” lol cuz he had to pretend he was a dog.  Everyone was staring.  It was also wicked funny when alex had to ask some random dude in  CVS wat flavor condom he recommended.  Or when the kid vanessa named steve in target was like all embarrassed when we asked him how much he thought a vibrator costs lmao.  Plus i loved the old guy who let us take his picture with us and who was like i feel bad i didn’t shave this morning, I don’t feel like ill look good, but we were like nahh ur fine.  There was some funny stuff that we did lol and we had so much fun runnning around and doing it lol.  And we won a grand total of only 10$ that we ended up just giving to alex for gas money.  But it was so fun i really didnt even care bout the money just bout playing lol and winning i would have did it even if we didnt win money just to see who won lol.  It was that much fun and that hilarious. HAHA loveddd <3 today alot.

Tonight was fun

  So tonight I had a really good time.  I’ve been stressed out all week from the passing of my Uncle and i’ve been at my aunts and helping make arrangements with them.  It’s just been very long and sadly it still hasn’t hit me.  I’ve been so occupied with helping out and being with my aunt that it just hasn’t really had time to sink in.  Even at the wake it was hard because my uncle was cremated and put in a clock so just looking at the clock really didn’t seem to hit me that, that was my uncle in there and he was gone.  I guess it more hit at the funeral where everyone was crying and saying goodbye and they played ” I will remember you”.  I cried a lil but for some reason its still numb and not as real to me as it should be.  But tonight I got out of the house which i really needed from everything going on this week.  I went to waterfire with kat, seth, adn sophie and had a lot of fun.  Walking round and taking pics, and dancing crazy in the car, it was great, and i really needed that, so thanks guys I love you.

In Loving Memory

   So last friday my Uncle Eddie passed away and thursday and friday I attended his wake and funeral.  I just wanna say Uncle I love u and I will always miss you.  I’m sorry u left us but im glad that ur not suffering anymore. 

God saw you getting tired.  And a cure was not to be.  So he put his arms around you, and whispered “come to Me.”  A golden heart stopped beating, Hard working hands at rest.  God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best.

Uncle I love you and I truly hope your in a better place, and always know that u are loved and will greatly be missed.  =’(   <3